spirituality and fun

well hello again!
1. on wed, i got elbowed in the face playing bball and i had to get stitches--you may wonder why this is on my list of 3 good things. it's because i've never gotten stitches before and i feel badass.
2. in the last week, i got to meet some cool new people--chris and kerry of whom i play bball with a lot and also just hang out with. i met them through lisa, who i also got to know better. i like them b/c they are very open to do things and i dont have to schedule a time to play bball. it's spontaneous and fun and lasts long.
3. i am almost sure that i made it as a camp kesem counselor!

so to reflect--i really like this new group of friends that i've been chillin with. however, coming back from such a spiritual AB trip, i don't know if i can incorporate the deep spirituality that i've been hoping to get more involved with and the part where i just really enjoy hanging out and having fun. i definitely feel more comfortable playing bball and being relaxed and be silly, but on the other hand, i do want to delve deeper into what defines me. hmm... i guess in some sense, this tells me that i am a spontaneous person and i like being silly (i.e. with lisa and we just sing and do random things).

here are some questions that i'd like answered: what is my own spirituality? should i or do i need to be in touch with it at times when i feel so comfortable and welcomed? or am i already there?

notice how none of this involves my academic life. i am really out of touch with school and i am wondering if i need to focus on it more. most people would say yes, education is first and i used to think that, too. and i also used to think that education=school. but that's not the case anymore. i can learn anywhere and to learn, i have to put myself in new situations. i think what i need is to balance learning and fun. i want to know what it is i want to learn. that's gonna be a toughie.