my paper and my two step

i thought i had a midterm on thursday which i crammed for (unsuccessfully) and on wed night, i realized the midterm is next week. i was filled with:

1. relief because my unpreparedness is okay for now
2. embarrassment-and a little bit of anger (how can i be so foolish?)
2. joy-too much maybe
3. laziness-all that studying made me not want to do anything anymore... ever

as a result, i practiced piano for the remainder of the night. the following day, i took advantage of my new found free time by doing even more nothingness and catching up on some sleep. and as a result of THAT, i didn't do my paper that was due on friday and the result of THAT is that i'm doing it right now... which leads me to a blog entry.

here are some things that i miss:

and here are some things that i'm happy to have now:

i'm a pretty lethargic person. i think i need to stop... or do i?

because i love lists so much, i will end this posting with a list of the material things i want:
-piano keyboard
-digital slr
-macbook
-nickel free earrings
-swimsuits
-goggle straps (bungees?)